Journal 29.5.2023 12.17 am

Dear Journal,

I really wish to quit smoking.

We went to watch Sound of Music, the Broadway show. It was spectacular.

I easily tear up is what I realised.

There is a certain grief in me.

However, as the day drew to a close I realised that I will be able to forgive myself.

At the end of the day it's about choosing happiness in each moment.

Sady is a good girl. She has a cool sense of fashion. It's very breezy.

Bu and Sady have a lot of friends.

I don't have as many friends.

There may be a million reasons to feel sad but even one glimmer of joy is worth grasping.

I don't know why but I worry about Bu.

We watched the play in a box with a lounge experience.

A good day.

Love,

Me.

I am grateful for my beautiful life.

I am grateful for this beautiful day that has gone past and the beautiful day before me.

I am grateful for my lovely family. So grateful that Sady is family.

I am grateful for my inner and outer beauty.

I am grateful for Bu. I've had some wonderful experiences thanks to him. I wish him and Sady a long healthy happy life ahead. 

I am grateful for all my experiences good and bad. They have shaped me.

I am grateful for my husband. Whoever the lucky man is I am glad to have him.

I am grateful for the wonderful dinner I ate in the lounge. It was delish.

I am grateful for my resilience. I am a strong, powerful woman.

I am grateful for all my friends. They are a blessing.

I am grateful for mistakes I've made. They have been learning experiences.

I am grateful for Sady. She is such a good girl.

I am grateful for Ma and Pa. They bring deep meaning into my life.

I am grateful for Bu. He is my reason to love.

I am grateful for quitting smoking. Which I will. I am free 

I am grateful for Melon. He is my pulse.

I am grateful for this vast beautiful life.

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