Journal 18.5.2023 11.15 am

 Dear Journal,

As usual I arrived before time to work. I have been playing around with Chat GPT. 

I have a radio script to write. It better be compelling.

The joy of having a workplace to go to peaks because of the social interactions one may have.

I hope to enthrall the listeners with this script.

[I was called for a meeting of about 20 minutes so I took a break from this journal writing].

I have additional work on the Flamante brochure and allotment day script.

There is a lot of work today. No time to take a break.

They say that Schizophrenia affects those who live in poverty mainly. That sets me thinking.

Thankfully, owing to Ma and Pa we may not have had a lot of luxuries but we have always met our basic requirements. Has lack affected my mental health?

We grew up in a humble middle-class household, and now we have a beautiful home.

I do regret not studying at St. Stephens where I got admission. Pa has stopped me from achieving a lot of milestones. Regrets a few, but not so many.

Tasks for today:

1. Radio script

2. Flamante brochure

3. Allotment day script

I did the table top pose yesterday for a hundred counts before I fell asleep. That's all I could manage.

Sho seeks tarot guidance from me. He seems to be in low spirits.

Keeping this gratitude journal is really helping me be happy.

I hope there is some sweet guy for me. Someone who will care, who will listen, and who I get along with.

Most times I envision the worst as far as task outcomes are concerned. If I could just divert this pessimism to optimism I'm sure I could change the outcome for the better.

Ajky just came and told me the Flamante brochure is urgent. I'll set to work on it.

I want to travel solo to some place nice this year.

Things I can learn today:

Kindness

Time Management

Excellence

Self-care

Sharing love

Love,

Me

I am grateful for this wonderful job because of the many opportunities to surmount challenges

I am grateful for my expansive heart because it feels for all

I am grateful for a beautiful home because it allows me rest, and is where I spread joy and love

I am grateful for the Internet and its many wonders

I am grateful for this laptop because it makes my life easy

I am grateful for my watch. It's beautiful and dot on time.

I am grateful for these wonderful clothes I'm wearing. I love buying and trying out clothes.

I am grateful for Budgeting, which I will do carefully with my salary.

I am grateful for my family because that's how I know love.

I am grateful for my beautiful mother. She is sweet and lovely.

I am grateful for my future husband. I know my life will know joys untold with his presence.

I am grateful for money. The joys of life are nothing without money.

I am grateful for God and life. It's is magnaminous, majestic and truly ennobling to live.

I am grateful for all my experiences good and bad because they teach me, they shape me, they help me evolve.

I am grateful for my teachers and my education.

I am grateful for everything.

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