Saturday, 20 May 2023

Journal 20.5.2023 7.58 pm

Dear Journal,
So I broadcasted my Saatchi profile page on WhatsApp and two people messaged me saying they don't want messages from me.
There are two possibilities: Either they are egoistic or they are in a bad space themselves. Whatever the reason may be I blocked both of them so that I don't message them again by mistake. Many people didn't reply. And then of course there was that heavy hearted feeling.
It all turned out okay as I helped Kali with a script. He then gave me a lift home.
I myself have slighted people in the past. I understand what mindspace such behaviour comes from. I truly understand.
Sadhya messaged me. It was nice talking to her. She is a good girl.
Came home and Ma made me cold coffee.
Must show more initiative at work.
I hope people checked out my Saatchi profile.
I really hope to sell my art. I have been trying for so long.
Also initiated my swa membership registration. Will pay for it with the little money I have. I hope to quit smoking.
This art selling business I haven't given up. I will never give up.
Tomorrow I have to go to Worli in the afternoon and then SoPands home at night. Looking forward to a happy and bright Sunday.
Meeting Ni Pan now for some time.
Forgiveness is a gift. It's the best gift you can give someone.
I also realise I'm quite into my looks.
I hope to sleep well tonight.
I'll do the Quit Sure app again.
Love,
Me.
I am grateful for my job. It is rejuvenating and pays my bills.
I am grateful that my work is up on Saatchi. People say they like it. I'll get better with time.
I am grateful for Sadhya. She is so mature.
I am grateful for Eshna and Koena. I love them to bits.
I am grateful for all my relatives. They are a blessing.
I am grateful for my parents. They love me unconditionally.
I am grateful for my soul. It is beautiful.
I am grateful for my body. It is my means to connect with the world.
I am grateful for this beautiful Universe and its wonders.
I am grateful for this magnificent Earth.
I am grateful for music. Heard a little Blaaze today. Groovy.
I am grateful for money. It can sure buy you a lot of things.
I am grateful for the people who tolerate me despite my mood swings. It's good to know that there are people in my life who are tolerant. I should be tolerant too.
I am grateful for my family. They are my succour.
I am grateful for my home. It is beautiful and lovely. My homely nest.
I am grateful for my friends. They are a blessing.
I am grateful for cars. I will drive one some day.
I am grateful for my dreams and aspirations.  They keep me recharged.
I am grateful for Mash. He is a jovial, fun-loving person.
I am grateful for Ni Pan. I am grateful that he is coming to meet me.
I am grateful for Shanky. I've been blessed to experience his friendship.
I am grateful for the food that nourishes me. It's one of the joys of life.
I am grateful for books. They are a treasure.
I am grateful for me. I am whole.
I am grateful for Amazon and Flipkart.
I love, I live, I laugh.
I am happy I had a good conversation with kali today. To have a good conversation is a joy.
I am happy that I was healthy today.
I am happy that I connected with a few friends on WhatsApp today.
I am happy that I love my parents and treat them well. I am blessed to have such amazing parents.
I am happy that I love.
Love,
Me.
8.24 pm

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