Journal 22.5.2023 3.05 pm

 Dear Journal,

I am super sleepy today. I've been yawning to glory, and pumping myself with coffee, and of course making typos.

Apart from a little work, I have done zilch today.

I really wish to quit smoking. Smoking doesn't help in any way. So far, today has proven to be highly unproductive.

Sho has been messaging. He seems to be depressed. I know that space, where nothing satisfies. It may happen when the goals are huge and one is not moving towards it.

Don't kill me. Love me. He has been saying things to the effect of wanting to end things with his life. That is why I am compelled to support him, at least as a listener.

I haven't done yoga in over a week.

I feel like sitting back and watching a movie on my office laptop.

Life is amazing!

Love,

Me,

I am  grateful for love. I live, I love.

I am grateful for coffee. A perfect cup is pure pleasure.

I am grateful for my job. It is a means to achieve my goals.

I am grateful for my beautiful mind.

I am grateful for this wonderful life.

I am grateful for all the people in my life. I treasure them.

I am grateful for all my experiences. They make life entertaining.

I am grateful for money. It fulfils me.

I am grateful for love. A powerful emotion; it can move mountains.

I am grateful that soon I will quit smoking.

I am grateful I paint. It completes me.

I am grateful for the plays I've done so far. They complete me.

I am grateful for Nature (the sun and moon). Nature is always glorious to watch.

I am happy that I have been sitting in one place patiently.

I am happy to make it to work on time.

I am happy that I had a good lunch session with my colleagues.

I am happy that I had a chat with Avinash.

I am happy that I share such a good relationship with Ma and Pa and Buro.

I am happy that Buro is coaching.

I am happy to live, love, and laugh.

I am happy for my beautiful body and beautiful mind.

3.23 pm