Journal 23.05.2023 10.55 am

 Dear Journal,

I don't feel like writing anything till I don't really feel like doing it.

I feel a little pain over my past behaviour in a deluded state.

I think the motto should be to keep pushing yourself till it becomes a habit.

I met a cute guy yesterday. He was nice to talk to.

I will push myself today to achieve my work goals. I need to cut my nails.

I'm such a lucky girl.

I have a desire to have a steady relationship.

I feel like reading something.

Love,

Me.

I am grateful for this beautiful wonderful life.

I am grateful that I am tenacious. I have faced odds, but against all of them I've persevered and conquered ill circumstances.

I am grateful for my friends. They are a blessing.

I am grateful that Sa Lih sends me what he writes. It's a comfort to read.

I am grateful for my parents. They are sho shweet and sho cute.

I am grateful for my amazing job.

I am grateful for all my experiences. They have been beautiful.

I am grateful for my mind, spirit and body.

I am grateful for flowers.

I am grateful for trees.

I am grateful for water.

I am grateful that I've exited the Soka Gakkai. The whole practice has lost its meaning for me.

I am grateful for my brain, my nervous system, and my mind.

I am grateful for books.

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