I'm so extremely sorry for frying your brains and sending you so many messages and for acting jealous.
Please forgive me. Please forgive me for my mistakes. Because to err is human and to forgive divine. I'm just a small mortal and I make mistakes.
You told me today that you don't love me anymore. I don't believe that. You will always love me and I will always love you.
You are visibly upset that I sent you so many messages last night when you were at work. This will never happen ever again. I promise you that. Your harsh words have taught me the lesson. I'll ask you on our next date after one and half months why exactly you feel you don't love me anymore.
Could we please rekindle the romance and ignite the spark again? Please.
You told me not to message you till you don't call. I won't message you but please call me soon and let's meet up. Please my sweetest darling sweety.
I know I'm completely to blame for the current circumstances and I apologise profusely, assuring you that I will never falter ever again.
I will trust you blindly from now on. Whatever you tell me is the truth.
Please give us another chance, please.
Love never dies. You don't feel it all the time but it never dies.
I'll make you feel loved.
You said you need space. I'll give you your space.
I won't kiss you when we meet next because you said you need space and you may not like that.
Please Arun forgive me and let's work on our relationship.
I've never been so serious about any guy before. I can't message you good night so I'll wish you in this letter. Good night, sweet dreams and loads of hugs.
I do trust you.
What happened was that you lied once about your whereabouts and that sowed the seed of doubt.
But now I'll trust you.
I'll never mention the word break-up ever again.
I've learnt my lesson.
And I'll never tire you with messages ever again.
You said you may hate me. You never will. You'll always love me.
Because the love that our relationship started with can't be extinguished because the flames of love never burn out.
We are almost hitting the one and a half year mark in our relationship and it's normal to stabilise after a point.
Don't forget how our relationship started out. You promised me you would never let me go and that you'll always love me and that I don't understand what love is. Now I've understood.
Please do open the channel of communication again, please. It's been two months.
After we fought after our last Bora Bora visit things have not been the same. I'm so sorry for fighting with you so. That was despicable behaviour. It will never happen ever again.
I insulted you by doubting you and that makes me very apologetic and sad.
Everybody makes mistakes. I've learnt a mighty good lesson this time and I promise you all this will never happen ever again.
I'll be an exemplary girlfriend from now on.
I see our relationship lasting far into the future.
Believe me your ignoring me broke my heart. My heart was very small then. But I would never say I stopped loving you because that is not possible.
It's not possible to break our bond. Our bond will endure the tests of time.
Of course you don't feel the love all the time. Nobody does but you never stop loving ever.
Being distant from you is an unbearable thought so please call me soon.
You have a new girlfriend now. Doel Sengupta who doesn't whine and crib. I'll never complain to you about us ever again.
You have the freedom to choose what pace our relationship will take now. But there is a relationship and I won't sabotage it.
Please find it in your heart to forgive me.
Even I'm not feeling perfectly the love but it always comes and goes.
Give me a chance, will you?
I think till you call me I'll write you a letter everyday.
Today I went to meet this director and he asked me for sex. This is not the first time this is happening. The casting couch exists in the film industry.
Otherwise it was a fruitful meeting before that happened.
Also, I walked several kilometres today looking for a rickshaw, right from the Airport to Mithibai College.
You do love me Arun. Dont say you don't. What you say really matters. Let's ignite the relationship again. This will be the best phase of our lives.
Also, may your 53rd year be the best. May this year bring you lots of love and joy.
I am completely committed to you and I'm devoted to you. Sorry for the fight. Sorry for trying us. And I hope to hear you say that you love me soon.
It's the conversations that kindle the fire of a relationship. So don't stop the conversations with me, please like you did for two months. I made a mistake and you've given me your piece of mind by ignoring me. You don't need to tell me what you were up to for two months.
Have some faith in me. I will be able to transform me and us and I'll give you all my love always. A new chapter in our lives and the best phase for us.
How often have we said I Love You to each other with our hearts feeling exactly this way? Saying the I Love You makes you feel the love. So please don't tell me ever again that you don't love me. I won't believe it.
I've begun to understand you better today that means I love you more today than I did when we first started out. It's the same with you.
I understand you. I'm going to be an exemplary girlfriend to you. Our relationship really matters a lot to me. You also will deepen your understanding of me. I understand you far better today. I hope to bring you lots of happiness like I did when we first started out. Please, I want to hear you say I Love You again whenever that is.
Good night!
Love,
Bebushka
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