Journal 30.9.2024 9.23 pm

Dear Journal,

It's been a full and final day. I spent the day promoting my Tarot services. I spoke to Giku over the phone for my article. I will meet him in November.

Tatum is getting married in December and Pa urged me to accompany them.

The day was spent busily. But I did not make a schedule today. I haven't for the past many days.

Shu Ti called. We had a bit of Brandy together. Then we went to Kis Kon and sat.

I may be wrong but there is a little bit of hesitancy from the other side. May be people are on their own trip.

I thought a lot about Arun. I know he has many grievances against me.

I got a call for another audition on Wednesday.

I shall pedicure properly tomorrow, prepare my lines and give it my best shot.

I also have two Tarot clients tomorrow. Plus the call with Bu, who is very very tired today.

I'll also have to call Kuny tomorrow.

I miss Arun a lot. I'll always love him from the bottom of my being.

I spoke to Pa today and spent some time watching the India vs Bangladesh match.

I had a Maggi at Kis Kon.

I shall bathe now, eat dinner, pray, study my lines and sleep. Also I'll make a nice schedule for tomorrow.

It's all about being positive and facing life as optimistically as possible.

I feel:

Love

Happy

Hopeful

Determined

Interesting

Beautiful 

Careful

Ambitious

Creative

Hardworking

Friendly 

I am grateful that I woke up today after my recurring dream. I don't know what it means.

I am grateful for my Shona Ma and Shona Pa.

I am grateful that opportunities are flooding my life.

I am grateful for all the food I eat.

I am grateful for all the people in my life across the three existences. 

I am grateful for all of life's experiences.

I am grateful for my Tarot clients.

I am grateful for my optimistic, hopeful state of mind.

I am grateful for Bu, Sadhya, Melon and Kity. 

I am grateful for Arun and the growth he has brought about in me. You only know your lover when you let him go.

I am grateful for the small shot of Brandy I had today.

I am grateful for love and life.

I am grateful for God's infinite love, Grace and blessings on my life.

I am grateful for the good night's sleep ahead and my sweet dreams.

Love,

Me.

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