Saturday, 14 September 2024

Letter to Arun 15.9.2024 8.16 am

My dearest darlingest Arun,
I went to sleep rather late last night. I hope you slept well.
I find that dreams are quite premonitory in nature. I had three dreams of us breaking up.
Last night I had a dream that both of us are doing everything all alone and are very lonely.
I'll always love you. I'll never be able to get over you.
I know that you are angry with me and extremely upset. I hope you don't resent me and are able to forgive me.
I really want you to call me up soon like you said you would. I'm waiting to hear your sweet voice.
I think I'll spend the day with my book today.
You are my sweetest, cutest heart. Enjoy your Sunday.
I love you.
Love,
Doel
8.20 am
Ps: I'll be going for an open mic today. I'm taking my mom along.
You said you don't love me anymore. That makes me very very sad.
I'll always remain deeply in love with you. I am missing you a lot. You are the world's most handsome man to me.
My cards show that you still love me. But you say you don't.
Right now I feel a deep love and longing for you.
We should have had sex at least once.
I would have loved to make you feel loved.
I know you will never read these letters but I love writing to you.
Love,
Bebushka

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