Periods are so hard. I'm feeling so emotional. I still love Arun so wholeheartedly. If and when I meet him will he mind if I kiss him on the cheeks, I wonder.
Well, I went to sleep rather late last night. I just wouldn't get sleep. Finally, I went down for a walk came back and snoozed till after 8. About 5 hours of sleep and right now I'm feeling a little mentally fogged.
I just did chanting, meditation and my warm up exercises today. Didn't want to push my body when it is feeling so low. The flow is a lot.
I don't remember my dreams of the last few nights. I wish I did because that would tell me something.
There was sheera for breakfast today. That was yum.
I just skimmed through the news. I think I'll just do some shavasana and get to work. I'll also finish reading Arun's scripts today.
Yesterday he told me that I've finished paying him, which I haven't. That embarrassed me a little. I'm a little relieved but I wish he'd accepted the entire amount because I had full intention to pay.
I hope he calls me soon with ideas for my Tarot channel.
I hope he has a good day and that I have a good day. Wish I wasn't feeling this way, so exhausted, so in a limbo.
Chatgpt is fun but it's the most time-consuming thing in the world.
I think I'll meet RaTi today. It'll be a nice getting out of the house.
I am feeling:
Nose blocked
Slightly fogged
Slightly exhausted
Low on energy
Reasonably happy
A little edgy
Full of love
Eager to make the most of this day
I am wearing my black and white print silk top that was lying in my wardrobe untouched for such a long time with the denims of yesterday. I should have worn all these things from my wardrobe when I was dating Arun. Well...
I am grateful for God's infinite love, Grace and blessings on my life.
I'm grateful that Arun and I are connecting again.
Love,
Me.
11.42 am
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