I woke up around 6.40 and was on my mat by 7.20. The yoga has gotten far easier. I didn't focus too much on my pelvic exercise today and Ardha Pincha Mayurasana is truly tough.
I felt groggy after and missed A feeling an upsurge of love for him. But I'm beginning to release him in my prayers, in my thoughts, in my intentions....
I went to meet N. We spoke for exactly 40 minutes. She has straightened her hair. That was all alright....
In the morning I felt a surge of loneliness but I must deal with it. Spoke to Pa Pa, spoke to De Jh last evening for a longish time. He spoke about his movie and about his financial literacy classes.
I read wfchap today. Each day I've committed to 20 pages. It's a little boring, the book. I studied 2 Goshos.
I have to write out my experience and study for the zadankai. I'm so grateful for my Buddhist practice. If only my daimoku were more vibrant; it'll get better.
I'm planning to go for HriKa's play this evening at Rangshila. That should be good....
Tomorrow I have a dental appointment.
I haven't really sat and worked today oweing to my busy morning. Now I'll eat lunch, rest a bit and set to work.
Each day, many times I think about paying A back his money. It's always on my mind. When I do that I'll feel the maximum release. I hope to be able to do that very soon.
I am feeling:
Loving
Full of love
Slightly happy, slightly sad
A bit lonely
I am grateful for all the ways my life is Boddhisattva. I am grateful for God's infinite love, Grace and blessings on my life.
I am wearing my khaki brown cotton world top with denims.
I know the play today will be enjoyable!
I plan to catch Shahrukh's next in the theatres on my own.
Love,
Me.
2.56 pm
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