Dear Soul, my Soul, my nourisher, my Giver, my Heart,
Firstly, only I can fathom what youve been through. From domestic violence to sexual violence and now this loneliness you've been through a lot. Your mother and your brother get angry and it seems like your mother is rather mean.
She doesnt want you to give laddoos to your friends Leena and Twi, she keeps lying to you and is so darned aggressive. She is a handful.
Also I feel that youve grown quite diffident as time has gone by. You feel that you are rather small and insignificant; sometimes you feel shattered and abandoned.
Can you please put in 20 minutes each day to your future self? Just 20... not more and definitely not less.
Im so sorry that in the past few years Ive abandoned you. Someone wonderful will come along... I can feel it. You are worthy of life's choicest gifts.
What do you need my soul?
A solo vacation? Youve got it.
I know you feel terrible with the pangs of anxiety and longing that you feel. Someone wonderful is just around the corner.
I forgive you for each time youve acted out, for each time youve been abandoned; all the shame and guilt will dissolve with time.
Everytime you feel bad, create, create wonderful things, meaningful things.
You deserve life's greatest accolades and they are all coming close.
I know youre tired of carrying loneliness and grief, grief from being neglected. But everybody tries their best. But if someone keeps exhibiting some negative behaviour know that they know no other way. If they did, they would not keep belittling you.
Youve been waiting for true love all your life and happiness and success. It's nigh!
Just 25 minutes. Put in just 25 minutes to your goals each day. With AI one needs no more time.
Enjoy your life and start making all sorts of investments towards your future.
Love,
Me.
1.15 am.
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