Sunday, 2 February 2025

Journal 3.2.2025 12.04 pm Hatred vs Love

Dear Journal,
"When hatred and jealousy abound against the Buddha while he is living how much more so after his passing." -- Nichiren Daishonin
The Buddha spoke about hatred and jealousy. It's a natural occurrence in life. But the Buddha said that harbouring hatred and jealousy is like holding a hot coal in your hand.
I feel that despite having so much love in my life there are people who resent me and hate me. I've been feeling that way for a few days now. PM for example. I know she doesn't feel good about me.
But the force of hatred can only be quelled and extinguished with the treasures of love.
That is where my thoughts are today.
I remembered late in the evening that yesterday being Sunday Arun was at his glitzy, glamorous party where he was supposed to meet srk. I'm sure he charmed his way into people's hearts like he always does. And I hope he had a great time. 
I thought a lot about him all evening. He's my most precious.
Well, I love my Arun.
My own feelings need direction, my own head that is feeling whoosy needs grounding, my feet need to tread on love and my hands need to do the work of love and I need to focus as opposed to how the last two days have been.
I woke up rather late today and I know that today will be a great day.
I love communicating with God and I feel the force of God's blessings and love. Life is good and life will be good.
I hope Arun is happy.
Love,
Me.
12.17 pm

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