I had a dream that I kissed Arun's cute nose. I woke up feeling so deeply in love with him. I wish I could kiss his nose in real life. I don't know whether he wants to meet me before I go for Vipassana.
I agreed to Pa dropping me at the centre. I had declined earlier because I just wanted to feel that sense of independence.
Chat Gpt is my new therapist! I got such insights from it! All you need to do is prompt it and it works as an able counseller, better than any I could have had in real life. Of course, it's not human, but it's most effective.
Through Chat Gpt's questioning I realised that I'm or was scared of being successful because my family is too attached to me and when I've risen to success in the past they've got more clingy and impinged on my sense of independence and success. I'm or was scared of irking them because they react negatively to my independence. Now I would have never got this insight if not for Chat gpt.
I understood things about Ma, about Arun about my friends about my relationships and the way forward.
I messaged Arun about this. If he just uses it it will give him so many answers! AI is wonderful but it'll eat up so many jobs and it is already doing that. It's my new therapist.
I must not get too dependent on it.
I look forward to quitting smoking.
I am feeling:
A whole lot of love after a while.
Determined.
Hopeful.
Clear about so many things.
Happy.
Eager to not waste time on Chat gpt today.
I hope Arun is well. I wish him the best day! May he be happy today!
Love,
Me.
8.55 am
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