I don't remember any dream. Pa Go has cancelled again today. Arrgh.
As I was just chanting just now I acknowledged a certain kind of fear in me.
I hope my AT money gets credited into my account soon.
Yesterday Arun guided me to give my audition. And then he kind of teased me a little over messages. I was a little upset for a while after that.
We went to Bu's place yesterday but I left early because I wanted to be alone with my thoughts.
There's a little bit of sadness at really loving my Arun and not having him. I have to acknowledge the reality. He's my cutest.
The mind is not so positive right now. What's the reason?
Yesterday I called up that Sufi fakir guy and I paid him a little money. But I don't know I think all this is hogwash. Nevertheless. You never know.
I hope I can have a good day today despite my feelings.
I'll just make myself a cup of coffee and do yoga.
I wish Arun an amazingly great day!
I hope to have a productive day :)
Love,
Ms.
8.54 am
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