Yesterday I met Arun in the evening. I cried a lot sitting there across from him.
The truth is that I've never loved him more. There is a certain kind of solidness in the love I feel for him these days, a certain kind of practical knowing and surety that I won't be seeing any other guy ever again.
I really really want him to pull himself together. I wish he was not harping on death and things like that. Sometimes life is tough but I want my Arun to still be happy amidst the turmoils of life. I know he will pull through fantastically because no one but him can valiantly brace storms. I love him.
Yesterday Mashi took me to this beautiful cafe called Shelter. I have to take Arun there soon! Also its a good place for meetings.
Then Ak Ma was on the road and he came home and he and Mashi spoke for a very long time. Then Arun called and of course I set off to meet him.
I hope Arun calls me like this again in this impromptu fashion. I love it when he says he needs a drop and then drops me home. It's so funny! And so cute!
Yesterday after weeping there at Bottles, I was all smiles because I got a whiff of my A.
Life is a little troubled but all in all it's good because of my strong support system.
I am so grateful to Arun because he has broadened my view of life. I wouldn't be the person I am today if not for him and his love.
I love him.
Love,
Me.
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