There are two points of view: I could look at my current state as a stalemate or I could look at all that is right with my life, all that is going for me.
I choose the latter point of view.
I have a beautiful big house to live in with my own room, wifi, and my comfortable hard bed.
I have delicious healthy home food to eat.
I have a little money.
I have talents.
I have my pranayama and yoga practice.
I have Neetaji to teach. She really is suffering a lot, which reminds me to take due care of myself.
I have my wonderful parents who love me unconditionally and who I dote on.
I have my beautiful Arun who I so adore and love. I am so grateful to have him in my life. I think he's a superawesome kickass humanbeing and I love loving him.
I have my brother and Sadhya who are great support. I love them.
I have friends and neighbours who I talk to everyday. That's such a blessing.
My body is healthy, fit and fine.
I still get job offers. But I have refused to make amends there and I should so that I can do some interesting work.
I have my book where I write poetry.
I get audition calls without making much effort.
I write everyday.
I have this wonderful life ahead of me.
I have a lot of love in my life.
I have good clothes. I need footwear.
I have a network of doctors who take care of my and my family's health.
I have a trove of books I can dive into.
I have blessings manifold in my life.
And I am grateful for all of the above.
Today I realised that Neetaji does have some major issues. Her breathing is very shallow and irregular and she is unable to take a proper pose. I will help her with that.
Now, I have kind of really started putting myself out there. Earlier, I was specifically looking for a work from home job and now I have erased that criteria. Keeping my fingers crossed.
I have completed all the tasks I put on my schedule today.
I wish myself and everybody I love a lovely day.
Love,
Me.
1.57 pm
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