Friday, 31 May 2024

Journal 31.5.2024 6.17 pm Friday

Dearest Journal,
I just collected my ttc certificate by the Yoga Institute, handed to me by Hansa Ma. As she was giving me the certificate she told me: "You are a very sweet girl." That made my day.
I have been feeling quite low for quite some time now. And plus, today is the first day of my periods.
I deleted a bunch of messages sent to Arun because I think he will never do anything for me. I don't think I can expect anything from him.
Why am I feeling like this?
All I really have in this whole wide world is myself. I have a fantastic family, that's true. And I hope to be able to rise out of this mental state. I can't depend on anybody.
Stephen Covey talks about being interdependent. And I hope before that I can emancipate myself.
It was nice to meet my friends again and to catch up with them.
Keeping my fingers crossed.
Love,
Me.

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