I'm sorry that sometimes I'm a handful. I really didn't want you to feel sad yesterday. I'm sorry for pulling you down just because I was feeling low.
I'm not going to make any excuses for me feeling sad or me feeling bad because life is not perfect, right?
I love you deeply with all your flaws and all your vivacious beauty.
If you truly feel like you said yesterday that I can't make you happy that makes me very very very sad because all i really want is to see you smile and hear you laugh.
Thanks for talking to me yesterday despite partying.
Enjoy your day today. May you get the maximum out of it.
Have a great day. Eat healthy meals and know that I value you immensely. I am prepared for my yoga exam so don't worry about that.
And I'm prepared for life too. And I'm sorry I told you I feel broken. I was feeling that way. I'm healing from many many hurts and pains that have been inflicted on me and frankly the journey has been relatively easier for me than it would have been for most with its own obstacles. Don't you ever tell me that I don't make you happy. I do right at least sometimes?
Some day may be I'll tell you or may be I won't but I won't attempt to pull you down in my sadness ever again because that's not what you deserve. I also know that you don't know what to say exactly when I tell you something like that. So it's alright.
Let's enjoy Sunday well together. And you enjoy this day fully.
Thank you for being my boyfriend. I'm a very very lucky girl to have you. I'm so lucky that I have the blessing of having you to love because you are simply wonderful. So life is good and I won't complain.
Love.
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