Meeting Kamakshi made me realise what I already know that I don't need so many judgments and opinions from so many people. To each his own. Her life has made her tough and I wish her well. I hope life treats her far more kindly.
I came home and Pa didn't open the door and the heat had fried my brain and then we had a slight argument. I know that everybody has a million things on their minds and it's not always possible to be pleasant. I ate my dinner and said sorry to Pa and kissed him good night. I love Pa. He's always been adorable. Age has made him far more cute and adorable. I love how he stands up for himself these days, something he never did before. I love my dad. And even though people think otherwise I'm so happy I live with Ma and Pa and that I can afford to because I'm there with them at this age when I can truly give them all that love that a daughter gives her parents. Heat or no heat for the rest of this Summer I don't want to lose my cool with them. I love them. They are so much more open minded than most Indian parents and I'm so blessed for the upbringing I've received and I'm so blessed for their love.
I just spoke to Arun.
Living with Ma and Pa and all of life's experiences have actually taught me to value him. I really appreciate him and I'm so so grateful for him. I'm so blessed to have him and this sweet relationship that we have. I want to nurture this relationship.
A good job that is interesting, pays well and keeps me engaged will really perk me up and I hope I land one soon so that I can save, treat Arun on dates and contribute to the house. I hope the job also leads to the path of my dreams.
I wish I could kiss A good night tonight. I really want to. His cute, sweet face.
I think I'll make do with Ma and Pa and give them big sloppy kisses tonight.
I am grateful for everything.
Love,
Me.
11.05 pm
Kisses to all my loved ones.
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