Tuesday, 7 May 2024

Journal 8.5.2024 10.34 am

Dear Journal,
Today is Anamika's birthday.
I feel really sad that A did not gift me anything on my birthday, not even a rose. Well, he did take me out and yes he pays these days for all our dates.
He hasn't even invited me for the Salt party on Friday. I miss travelling with him in his car. And I'm scared that I'll lose him.
May be he doesn't want to mix me with his friends and may be he has things to hide and may be he still has a grouse with me.
I remember those days when he was so distant.
I'm sure I'll get a kind outcome to our bond.
Does he value me?
Is he upset with me?
I'm sure he goes with people to the mall.
And I don't know what he thinks of me these days. I'm feeling really very very sad that I've let my loved ones down.
The one thing I think is that people are the same with everyone. You can tell a lot about a person from the way they treat you.
Jaydee just called. I'll call him back.
Love,
Me.

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