Monday, 13 May 2024

Journal 14.5.2024 10.13 am Tuesday

Dear Journal,
I really really want to quit smoking and I will.
Life is good and I need to take action. I have to finish that novel and I know that life will always be kind to me. I must not worry.
And I must be positive.
I really do love Arun a lot. Mostly when I think of him my heart is abrim with love.
He's a very very sweet person. And incredibly wonderful. And I'm so lucky to have his love.
Why didn't he take my call yesterday?
Sometimes I wish he weren't so brash. But he's been like that right from the start.
I had a dream in the morning in which he said I Love You Way More to me.
Today I have to accomplish:
Prayer
Meditation
Writing Novel
Think Positive Thoughts
And pray again
Just these many things I can do.
I can't see the future but it's bright and beautiful. And I must focus on getting this novel done.
Also I've decided to not smoke today. Hope I can keep up to that.
Love,
Me.
I am grateful that I woke up in the morning healthy, fit and fine.
I am grateful for Ma and Pa.
I am grateful for Buo and Sadhya.
I am grateful for Arun's sweet love.
I am grateful that I'm feeling up for the day.
I am grateful that I get good forebodings from astrologers. Life is good and it gives me some hope.
I am grateful that I write.
I am grateful that I pray.
I am grateful for my determinations.
I am grateful that I'm capable and competent.
I am grateful for love.
I am grateful for life.
I am grateful for all the food I eat.

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