The two days gone past have been terrible for me mood-wise.
Yesterday I sent a few hurting messages to A and then I deleted them knowing fully well that I didn't want to actually send them.
I wasn't getting a drop of sleep last night and I called up Q. Then I spoke to someone else who sent me a nice video to watch to help me sleep.
I spent some time on YouTube till sleep caught me and I fell asleep.
Today is a better day. I'm still hurt by Arun and I still feel like crying but I will conquer this day. I think I'll try and meet some friends today.
Today won't be like the two days gone by. Today is a day of action, positivity, love and joy. Today is a day when I find hope in everything-- it's a day of respect, a day of winning.
I am feeling:
Dimaag fried
Pained
Hurt
Hopeful
Slightly joyous
Eager
Patient
Feel like taking action
I am grateful for my life with all its experiences and all the people who grace it.
I am grateful for my lovely parents.
I am grateful for the food I eat.
I am grateful for this wonderful day that is unfolding so well.
Love,
Me.
10.29 am
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