I miss you

Have you really moved on?

Will you really never accept my love again?

I have so much to give you, so much to say,

So many experiences with you to experience,

Of love, loss, happiness and gain.

I think I'll sit and wallow tonight

In my own blood and pain

And I wish you could love me again

Instead of viewing me as insane;

I think when I gave my heart to you

It was absolutely a gift for you to retain,

A gift that I can never take back

So that my love with you will always remain.

I feel selflessly about you,

I see your beauty and your soul

And somewhere deep inside I hope you'll possess me

And fulfil as my king your role.

I really miss your skin on mine

And our boozy nights when sometimes you,

Sometimes I did whine;

I miss handling you, suffering your tantrums, 

Suffering your moody outbursts

And I miss your love wholeheartedly

And I so wish to kiss you deeply again,

And hold you in my arms

And sense you fully with all my senses.

In other words I miss you

Deeply, and I want you back

Because I think we are better together,

Better a couple than two birds

Separated in flight.

And when we meet I know it will be golden again,

Me preening you, you sprucing up,

Me gazing deep into your beautiful kind eyes;

I wish so deeply to remain in love with you

And I always will. It's a fact that can't be changed.

And I put nine thoughts to this

Whether I should share this poem with you tonight,

And I hope you'll take it in good spirits 

And not as something I did to bug you as I write.