Saturday, 5 October 2024

Journal 5.10.2024 6.53 pm

Dear Journal,
Work is going a little slowly. I'm being patient.
Today I got a Tarot client who made me feel that you can't judge a book by its cover. I must remember to never judge at face value.
Yesterday Arun messaged out of the blue. And dil garden garden ho gaya. I really love this man a lot.
My Google Photos keeps throwing up memories of us from last year. I've seen him when he's sad, happy, upset, angry, glad and I simply love him.
I am confused about the job offer from Yoga Institute. I always have two alternatives at least happening simultaneously.
Vai...Sha said that I might get a response on the audition. Keeping my fingers crossed.
I've been reading a lot on spirituality for such a long time. I came across this guy online who writes about secularism just as Hitchens writes about atheism.
For Talk is a slow app.
If I can inspire myself to write the damn article I'd be blessed. Tomorrow. Now for some praying.
I am feeling:
Distracted
Confused
Thoughtful
Full of love
Hopeful
Eager
Enthusiastic and lazy at the same time
Grateful
Undisciplined 
Beautiful
Suave
Happy 
Lovely
I am grateful for the food I eat and the shelter I have.
I am grateful for Buro and Sadhya.
I am grateful that Arun reached out to me yesterday. I hope he is happy.
I am grateful for this Journal.
I am grateful for all the people who grace my life across the three existences.
I am grateful for my beautiful wonderful life.
I am grateful for God's infinite love, Grace and blessings in my life .
I am grateful for the money I have.
I am grateful for all of life's experiences.
I am grateful for the many giants on whose shoulders I stand forever pressing forward. I'm but an ordinary person who sometimes thinks extraordinary things that are farfetched and I'd be nowhere if I hadn't had inspiration from the many titans and maitres I read, watch and hear about. I have even met a few. And I'm truly blessed.
I am grateful for all my blessings.
Love,
Me.
7.12 pm

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