explanation

If you have really judged me so harshly

I think I deserve to know why exactly

You spewed venom and if you really think

I'm so slow.

Do you really think I have no brains,

And do you really hate my whole personality,

And do you really think I've never been there for you

And that I'm supremely narcissistic?

Since you spoke these words I am sure

You've mulled them in your mind

And you asked me to forget you ever said such things,

How can I?

The very fact that you spoke thus means

You've thought these thoughts a lot.

What exactly do you think of yourself

That you so broke my heart?

Even if you leave me today I won't

Speak such words to you because

They are despicable and disrespectful.

Do you really not respect me at all?

You've hurt me very badly

May be because you wanted to end it with me

Like you said you did.

And I don't think I'll be the same ever again with you

After all that you said to me.

I won't denounce you,

I won't criticise,

I'll never speak such things to anybody

And I know for once you didn't speak lies.

I think we can sit across from each other tomorrow

And I'd really like to know

If you really do hate my whole personality

And if you really think I'm brainless and slow.

I do not want to fight with you,

But I also do not want to hide

That you've broken my heart to pieces

With your deception and your lies.

Today I won't bring it up like we decided

But tomorrow I'm announcing it clear

You owe me an explanation for why you said you hate me so much.

I will forgive you, I believe I will, because I'll try very hard

But I'll never forget that you said

All you said and that you don't like me at all.

May be you've lost your love for me,

May be you really don't think much of me,

May be I got it all wrong

That I fell for your tales of love,

I won't forget at all

That you said you completely dislike me.