I really hope Kali forgives me. I'm not even hurt anymore over the things he said.
I hope we have an amazing date today. I really really love him a lot.
Why am I so stupid? Why do I do or say stupid things? And why do I fight with him so much?
I hope things turn to better than before.
I'm on my way to Kamakshi's Mother's house.
Yesterday Shou called and said that I say the most angry and hurtful things when I'm angry and I should let my anger pass and not say hurtful things. I should not.
May be I should give Arun some space and time. The past week has been very electrically charged with fury on both sides
Also, I just smoked three cigarettes today. I really really want to quit smoking.
I love Arun. I love him more than ever today. And I really don't think I'll be able to live without him. And I must practise patience. And I hope we have a good date today. I think he may fight with me. But I'll let it be.
And I hope for things to turn around.
Love,
Me.
I am grateful for this wonderful day. I am grateful for my wonderful life and all the people who adorn it.
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