I have so many deja vus that I see in my dreams way before the actual event actually happens.
The entire Metamorph experience was filled with Deja Vus that I saw in my dreams months or years ago.
Today I woke up after 12 and was just going through YouTube. I started watching a short film that was uploaded just a week ago-- last Friday.
It was about a girl who dumps her fiance and falls in love with a guy she meets on a dating app.
While I was watching the film I had a deja vu from a dream dreamt months ago where I saw that i feel that Arun has moved on. And I feel that just like the girl in the film I'll also find someone way better. I felt in this little deja vu sequence that Arun is with someone else.
May be he is. So I should just let him be.
I dont remember my dream from the morning. But it was something significant. I think it's time to pack Arun into a little packing box and let him rest. Without me.
Arun rejected me. I'll find someone who wont let me go. Someone who will accept me with my flaws.
It's time to let Arun go.
I am feeling:
Happy
Itchy in the nose
Full of love
I am grateful for God's infinite Love, Grace, Blessings and Mercy on my life.
Love,
Me.
1.57 pm
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