Journal 27.6.2026 9.25 pm I had a hectic day

Dear Journal,

Firstly let me get to the point. I had a gruelling day when insults were rained down upon me. It was a pretty hectic day.

I woke up around 8 am. I did my chanting, meditation and yoga. Then I rushed to work with a heavy heart. I didnt really want to go to work on a glorious Saturday. I think I'll bunk next Saturday.

AfShe was downright insulting. And there is no one else to talk to. He hasnt even given me a contract! He said it doesnt seem I've worked before. I was so frustrated by this repartee that I boiled over.

I left work early at 5.30. I bumped into A Alam at Andheri Station and he dropped me home. Then I made him an omelette and tea. We played a little Tarot putting a pleasant spin to my evening.

Then I bathed. Im wearing Buro's Tshirt with my chocolate brown palazzos.

When will my hardships get over?

I spent some time with Twi in the evening-- a good half an hour. We discussed movies, work, insults at work, how we didn't get married. It was fun!

Then I came home and chanted with Ma for fifteen minutes.

Now I'll chant a bit more and prepare for tomorrow's lecture.

As I was chanting I thought to myself that I have had worse days at work. This is not my worst day. I've been brought to tears. I've been abused and insulted.

AfShe said payment will come on the tenth. So I'll have to work till then to collect my payment then it's tata bye bye to AfShe.

I hope tomorrow's student agrees to classes only on Sundays till the 12th till when I'll have to hold this job.

I've had a mixed day.

I am feeling:

Heart heavy

Happy

Slightly depressed (the way you feel when you've been unjustly insulted)

Bright

Alert

Loving

I am grateful for God's infinite love, grace and blessings on my life.

I am grateful for my work and money and food and shelter.

I am grateful that better things are going to be asked of me in the future.

I am grateful that I have understanding parents. Ma said I shouldnt accept insults.

I am grateful for Melon and Kittoo who are at home.

I am grateful for loving relationships of mutual trust and mutual respect.

I am grateful for this journal.

Love,

Me.

9.41 pm

Ps: now ill chant and prepare for tomorrow's lecture and go to sleep.