Monday, 29 June 2026

A letter to my 30-year-old self 6.36 pm 29.6.2026

Dear Dodoburi,
Look how far you've come! You just quit Dna which was the most rewarding experience of your life. You dated G over there who you thought you were in love with. But you would just not make do with him today. So whatever happens happens for the best.
Even though you lost Arun years later the period was the most memorable of your life!
I'm sorry I put you in a spiral of cigarettes, sex, drugs and alcohol.
Youve been sober from alcohol for about 2 months now. You havent smoked a cigarette in over two hours!
Hold on! Youve kicked the butt!
The cigarettes caused your imagination to go beserk!
I'm sorry you had meltdowns on social media and suffered from delusions and hallucinations?
What can I do to ease the pain? One is that I can take the pills for the rest of my life and I can be sober.
Sobriety is the aim!
Love,
Me.
6.43 pm

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