It all started with last night's dream staying on my mind and thoughts of missing Arun and the state of my life right now and here I am feeling a sense of panic.
DeJh was supposed to meet me at 3.30 but he comfortably arrived at 6.30. We went to the beach and had a cup of coffee each.
It must be that and the heat that has left me feeling thus.
I slept till 10 am today. I did a little bit of yoga, chanted and meditated. Then I simply relaxed.
I spent time listening to music. The new Enigma albums are simply too good. I watched videos especially by Deepak Chopra.
DeJh told me that he doesnt believe in manifestation. I do. Not as in manifestation works but as in what you expect you get.
Im feeling a little panicky about the future. The coffee wont let me sleep.
Ive had a few cigarettes. Wont smoke more.
I met Twi downstairs. She was her sedate self.
I also bumped into Suma who gave me my prayer beads. I'll chant now and try and get some sleep.
I am feeling:
Happy
Missing Arun
Slightly panicky
I am grateful for God's infinite love, grace and blessings on my life.
Love,
Me.
9.27 pm
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