Sunday, 28 June 2026

Journal 7.06 pm 28.6.2026 patience

Dear Journal,
I can't wait for the day when I stop working for AfShe!
Today I woke up around 7.38. As I'm doing my counselling work each day I think of Dr Nagvekar's assistant and how beautifully and methodically she does her work. May be that is why I saw a dream that I'm about to get an eye surgery from Dr Nagvekar on my left lazy eye.
I woke up and chanted and meditated. Then my student was supposed to come so I waited. He came early.
I tried to curate an engaging class for him last night. He said he enjoyed the class. However, he kept sending me banal messages after.
After the class it was time for lunch.
I had neem begun, chorchori, bhindi fry, dal with rice-- a nice vegetarian meal.
After lunch Ma and I chanted for about half an hour. Ma guided me on how exactly Nam Myo Ho Renge Kyo is supposed to be chanted.
Then I job-hunted for a bit. Looking for writing work is truly stressful these days. Jobs are so few and far between!
I then met Twi around 5.40 and we walked for about half an hour. At her behest I downloaded my kundli and put it up for analysis on chat gpt. According to my kundli I'm not supposed to have a linear career path and September is a good time for me to get a job! I really want a writing job.
I think now I'll review a James Allen book on Medium.
I'll chant for about half an hour then I'll do that.
I am feeling:
Happy
Missing Arun mildly (all the conversations)
Loving
Sweaty from my walk
Sweet
Bright
Alert
A slight heaviness of heart
Hopeful
I am grateful for God's infinite love, Grace and blessings on my life.
I am grateful for relationships of mutual trust and respect.
I am grateful for money, shelter and work.
I am grateful that I write.
I spoke to DeJh for a bit today.
Love,
Me.
7.19 pm

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