I choose love. I choose optimism. I choose forgiveness. I choose compassion.
Today I woke up a little after 6. Ive smoked 3 cigarettes so far. Yesterday I smoked a bit too much.
I chanted, meditated, did yoga, went for two rounds of walks. I took a walk in the lane near Arun's building.
I'm wearing my pista green kurta with a navy blue salwar.
I really want to quit cigarettes. I really really do. It's so hot.
I played with that beautiful grey eyed orange cat.
The pelican like wood-looking bird was at the window again.
I've had two cups of tea.
I've been at it looking for work since 9.
Sometimes I feel like I'm working against all odds. Sometimes it's a little difficult. I have a little money.
My heart is filled with love so deep I don't know what to do with it.
I think I'll read the news now and do a little yoga. I want to contribute to the house.
I am grateful for God's infinite love, grace and blessings on my life.
I hope to utilise each moment graciously and judiciously.
I'm reasonably happy.
In the morning Ma just lashed out at me for no reason at all. She can be quite unreasonable. I kissed her because well, I love her.
I am grateful that my limbs still move.
I am grateful that I still feel and look youthful.
I am grateful for good health.
I am grateful for food, shelter and money.
I am grateful for my relationships.
It's such a beautiful wonderful life!
I am feeling:
Happy
Oxygenated
Full of deep love
Sweaty
Ressonably pretty
Clean
I am sitting in the 604 hall.
I'll do a few yogasanas, read the news and write. I'll be on my laptop working till 4,5.
Love,
Me.
11.37 am
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