Wednesday, 10 June 2026

Journal 1 am 11.6.2026 I wonder

Dear Journal,
I'm far away from sleep tonight. I'm just not feeling sleepy.
I wrote my novel today and chanted and smoked lots of cigarettes.
I love my brother.
I love my mother.
I love my father.
All of them are trying hard to live their lives to the fullest. After years of a relationship one goes quiet.
Ma is working so hard to be happy.
I wonder if Arun is seriously seeing someone? Mostly given how he is I'm sure he is.
I am feeling a sense of solitude, a heartache, a cleansing of my soul.
I am feeling:
Heavy
Sleepless
Fresh
I am grateful for God's infinite love, grace and blessings on my life.
Love,
Me.
1.05 am

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