The sexual urge is a human need and for the first time I'm so alone that I notice it. It's distracting, it's overbearing and overwhelming. And the only person I think about when I feel sexual is Arun.
I called him today. He said he was sleeping. He doesn't check his messages for dozens of hours altogether.
And may be he doesn't feel so exclusively about me because he doesn't call, doesnt message, doesnt reply to messages.
There has to be a good logical conclusion to my urge. I am not going to masturbate.
I wish I had someone to talk to about this.
Love,
Me.
11.54 pm
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