Each day when I finally wake up I wake up with a heaviness in my heart. I woke up after 6.30 today seeing Shilpa Shetty sitting in the make up chair.
Then I went back to sleep and woke up a little before 9. I saw in my dream that Farz was doing a play and was in trouble with the authorities. Then he finally got the problem resolved with my help. Then I saw that I wanted to direct a play. Then I woke up.
I woke up with a certain heaviness in my heart to messages from pals. I chatted a little with them and am feeling better now.
I have two auditions to give but since I've just had a bath I need my hair to dry.
Ma is returning today from Malshej Ghat.
I was going to again smoke fewer cigarettes today and wasn't even feeling the urge but lo and behold! I found a stray cigarette packet lying in one of my bags! Daaayumm!
This Ku Va keeps spitting on the roads. It makes me feel so icky.
I'll log into Astro Sage now. Then I'll chant and do a little yoga and give my auditions.
It should be a good day. I'm worried about my wavy Life Line.
De Jh says we should go some place nice, sit and talk. He's a Jain guy. I really don't want to go some place nice and eat Jain food.
Dig and Shiv's separation looms on the mind.
I am feeling:
Happy
Loving
Fresh after my bath
Sweet
I am grateful that I woke up healthy, fit and fine.
I'm grateful that I'm getting regular audition calls.
I am grateful for my sweetest parents and sweetest brother.
Hope A is fine.
Pa told me that the watchman had to throw out two strange characters who wanted to come home! Wtf!
Love,
Me.
10.44 pm
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