I think I've done the right thing by stepping back from Arun. He doesn't respect me anymore.
Anyhow I love him. I'll always remember the making out in the rickshaw like that fondly. My lips are still swollen. But then he ended that by saying that he doesn't love me because I'm mad and that he has many other women. That really hurt me. So I've done the right thing. I can't keep waiting on him.
I'll miss his smell and his smile and his beautiful eyes. I'll miss kissing his hands.
I'll always always carry him around in my heart as someone I truly loved.
But he was unresponsive for the longest time and he spoke so disrespectfully about me to his friends.
I'm in tears right now but there is no going back. I hope he is fine. I won't ever call him or message him.
I wish getting over him had been easier.
I am feeling:
Loving
Teary
Sad and happy at the same time
Nostalgic
Accepting that Arun will never love me the way he did again. He disrespects me today and there is no turning back time. Those moments are beautiful memories.
I am grateful for God's infinite love, Grace and blessings on my life.
Love,
Me.
8.50 am
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