Monday, 23 June 2025

Journal 24.6.2025 9.22 am in love

Dear Journal,
I am in shambles. How does one move on from the world's most handsome man? And Arun expecting me to move on is the most demanding thing he has asked of me.
To my eyes Arun will remain the world's most handsome man.
Ever since I dreamed of him a few nights ago I've been thinking about him and only him.
There is a tenderness in his voice. And I don't want to show him my face. I'm so depressed.
I wish things were going well in my life.
Yesterday I completely broke down when I went to meet Dr Shinde.
I really really really love my Arun and I think in a way he takes my love for granted like I took his and hurt him.
Frankly, I don't want him to see my face because I'm depressed.
A certain gentleman I meet everyday on the road yesterday told me that I'm looking very sad. I am sad. Very sad.
In other news, the play is going alright. It's a shit play.
How does Arun feel these days? Is he feeling alright? And how does he feel about me?
I don't think I want to write anything else.
I am feeling:
Deeply in love.
Love,
Me.
9.32 am

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