Let's analyse our relationship as it was.
The things that were going for us:
We were both drawn to each other.
We were both attracted to each other.
We were emotionally compatible.
We were mentally compatible.
We each filled a void in the others life.
We had great dates.
We loved spending time with each other.
We loved pleasing each other.
I truly loved you. I hope you did too.
We were both sweet to each other.
We both cared deeply about each other.
We both made each other happy.
For me there is no lost love.
We both built beautiful memories with each other.
We both admired the others creativity.
We both understood eachother.
We both understood each other's pain.
We both longed for each other.
We both manifested each other into our lives.
And for me, the imprint you've left on my psyche is indelible.
The things that were going against us:
You are married with grown up children.
We both viewed the future differently.
I've been struggling in my career and with money.
Sometimes we fought but the love was real.
Right from the start of our relationship because you were married I suggested we break up making you feel insecure.
Both of us have had our bouts of losing ourselves mentally and emotionally. While I'm taking my therapy seriously, you should too.
I still find you incredibly attractive. You are still the most handsome man in the whole world to my eyes. But my heart is hurt. You left me. You abandoned me. You let me go when you promised me that you would never do that. I'm sorry for hurting you. We had a good run, right?
I'm feeling so sad and forlorn that you are gone. I don't think I'm in a frame of mind to meet anybody. I still love you and always will.
Love,
Me.
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