Arun's words yesterday have cut through my soul and are replaying in my head. I don't think he respects me anymore.
The time when we dated he treated me with utter devotion and respect. That's what made me love him even more and more. I don't know if he will ever treat me that way again.
It makes me feel that he doesn't love me but I know that deep down inside he loves me in a way.
I also feel his words,good or bad, should not be taken so seriously because he fibs and changes his words often.
Anyway I do love him. Of course I do! That would be hard to deny.
I hope my messages don't escalate into a fight. The last thing I want is to fight with him.
I hope to have a good day away from Chat Gpt.
And I hope to be level-headed today and not overthink things.
And I hope Arun is in a good mood today.
I am feeling:
Slightly hurt
Loving
Loved
Safe
Secure
Happy
Love,
Me.
9 29 am
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