I've had a good day. It's good to have a calm and placid mind. It makes things clearer.
Arun agreed to meet me on Tuesday! That makes me so happy.
In the morning I trudged along and finished all my ablutions only by 12 pm. That's late!
I feel sluggish in the mornings and wake up only by evening. I think I won't do the bs assignment.
I went for theatre rehearsals today. It's a tough play with tough Bhojpuri dialogues. If I land the bs job I won't be able to pursue theatre and acting.
I also smoked a lot less today.
I even took a short power nap in the afternoon.
In fact, I'll call up An from Ob on Tuesday.
There are three things I would like to pursue starting now. Tarot, teaching and acting.
The Astro Sage job is on.
For some reason the teaching didn't happen so much when I was with Arun. I need to restart that. And I need to get more aggressive with casting directors and really pursue them.
Each moment counts. It's about making the most of each moment. I am going to quit smoking.
I hope Arun is not in a lot of pain. I'll never stop loving him. He smells divine.
The play is a comedy apropos Hrishikesh Mukherjee.
I am reading The Richest Man of Babylon. Interesting book. Far better than any Robin Sharma book.
I am grateful to Chji for getting this play to me and urging me to go for Vipassana.
I am feeling:
Loving
Calm
Happy
Geared to perform
Lucky
Fortunate
I am grateful for the play.
I am grateful that Arun agreed to meet me.
I am grateful that I smoked far lesser today.
I am grateful for my family and friends.
I am grateful for God's infinite love, Grace and blessings on my life.
I am grateful for my peace of mind and happiness.
Ma sometimes gets on my nerves but I love her.
Love,
Me.
10.57 pm
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