my hands aching

I don't know what to do with this pain

And it's only hope that keeps me sane

And to have sunk this low

And to feel so hopeless 

With all doors shut

And the wounds still raw

I think I'll take a pause

And stay mired in the moment,

Sorrowful at having lost you

And aching with the love I have for you

Which I know will never die

And I can truly never lie;

I miss your warmth

And your smile

And it's been a while

Since I've smiled

And to be groveling in the sand

My hands aching

Imagining yours in mine

And the smell of your nose

And the depth in your eyes

And my love touching your heart

And your laughter

And your talk

And your hair...

Let's be fair,

I'm sure you know

I'll never stop loving you

And that my love has been true

For sweet you:

You are the only person

Who deserves every bit of my love,

No regrets.