I'm feeling like shit. Total utter shit.
Yesterday I bunked rehearsals and Ra Ti and Ku Va called urging me to come but I didn't go.
Instead I met Seema. I lamented to her all my sorrow and my griefs and she told me that I have to love myself to get out of this life situation. The thing is I don't know what it's like to love myself. How do you direct all your love to yourself? That's impossible.
Or let me try.
Things I love about myself:
I think I have a raw charm and authenticity that is rare to find.
I have a mind that is noble and can see beyond the surface.
After loving Arun I know that I have a great capacity to love.
I have an athletic build.
I am a kind, friendly person.
And I treasure my relationships.
I read, I paint.
I'm reflective.
And I love my family and friends.
Now I can't waste time.
I'll chant, bathe and go to the bank.
Goodbye journal!
Love,
Me.
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