A rhyme and then...

I have felt things worse than yesterday,

Pain so profound, my heart at bay

And yet today you deflect my move

And i need words and numbers to sooth.

I know good times are before me

To live forever in love and sound

And sometimes i wish i didnt still love you so

When you've veritably moved on.

I feel like telling you I still love you,

I really really do you real don

And i have a feeling may be you'll still have me

As i try to heal my heart from our song.

I want to kiss you one more time deeply,

Hold you tight so that you don't leave me,

I'm so sad you know that you are gone,

I'm frozen while i fawn.

I need your hands to kiss once more,

Your eyes once more i seek to gaze into

And once more i need your words to show

That i didn't imagine the love away.

I want you in my life

As a friend, a teacher, a guide,

I still love you dearest sweetest soul

And i once more seek to be whole.

The days ahead are awesomely bright

As we once again sip beer and eat rice

And i laugh so hard once more at your jokes

Please spare me this yoke!

You should know i think you are divine

Your child, your parent, your adult in sync

And i no more wish to rhyme

So i'll tell you the words below sans blinks:

I love you Arun in a way that ive never loved anybody. I really am floundering in depression and am very low and i wish i could call you up more. You are sweet even though you've hurt me and i want you in my life.