Monday, 12 January 2026

Journal 12.1.2026 3.06 pm action, discipline!

Dear Journal,
This is just not done!
I've been sleeping and sleeping all day! With no respite. It seems like sleep is my only companion these days.
People (including doctors) have been telling me that I need this sleep. When i start to feel drowsy i can barely keep my eyes open. I dont remember my dreams from these sleepy sessions, the sleep is so deep.
Yesterday i sent Arun some messages professing love. I hope he wasn't feeling caught.
DeJh asked me to read through his script which i will when he shares it with me.
I need to update my Tarot channel and i need to get in touch with someone from Eaxs.
Sometimes i feel like self-loving but with no outlet i don't want to go down that road. The only self love I'm indulging in is taking care of myself.
I called up A a while back but he was busy. 
I think my sleepiness is oweing to the pollution and this sultry chilly weather. Being a March Hare I love the sun.
I think i'll settle with a book now. Neither have i read nor have i done anything uber tangible this past month. This just won't do.
Action, discipline! Action, discipline! Action, discipline!
How does Arun achieve so much? He is a rockstar!
I am feeling:
Happy
Sultry
Plain and simple
Happy that i met DiPan today. She is such a sweet girl. She lives all by herself in Bombay and that is priceless.
I am grateful for God's infinite love, grace and blessings on my life!
Love,
Me.
3.24 pm

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