What has happened to me?! I am feeling so darned sleepy.
I woke up around 8.40 and fell right back to sleep after 11 after chatting with Haroon for about an hour. We discussed making out in rickshaws in India.
I don't want to bathe because around 4 i want to go down and do yoga. Neither did i chant nor did i do any of my other morning ablutions. The desire to dose off is so strong that it grips me and i fall right into sleeping.
Early in the morning i woke up from a dream where we are going through customs and Nai is there and Dimma is there and the memory of that dream is a hodge podge.
Right now i just woke up from a longish dream where Pa is in Bombay and mashi, Ma, Sheshu and I are living in the D block house.
Sometimes in the middle my mind cut to me talking to Arun.
Phool Singh makes tea and asks for milk from Ma. I go to buy sausages and am pulling out sausages from deep into my pocket on my return to D Block. The house is a little different from the way it used to be and i woke up feeling nostalgic.
In my dream i felt that Mashi is mad. I tell Arun that it's possible to have lifelong love and just one partner in a couple needs to make efforts just like Mashi and Mesho are still in love because Mesho makes efforts.
At some point while trying to take out cold hard frozen sausages from my pocket i woke up.
What should i do? My brain is in freeze mode. I am feeling so lazy. Not lazy, SLEEPY. Very very sleepy.
I think i'll eat lunch and simply switch on my laptop.
I am feeling:
Breathless
Sleepy
I am grateful for God's infinite love, grace and blessings on my life.
Love,
Me.
2.01 pm
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