Alone

I feel so alone, so lonely

With so many people to love

With not a soul to exchange word with

Except with Le Dieu from above.

I feel inaction in action

And action in inaction

If you would care to understand

And i haven't really been taking care

With tears and feeling oh so bland.

I wish there was someone

To hold close and call my own;

These lonely days won't last so long

Of that i am quite sure.

Even when i'm surrounded by a bunch

Making noise and smoking cigars,

It's been a while since I've called

Someone my own near or far.

I feel that my worth has been questioned,

My values bludgeoned and i'm 

Feeling really down trying to smile,

Put on a smirk so that i can hide my frown.

I harboured dreams once upon a time

And they still hold the wisps of the stars

But i connect with them only at a time like this

When i am plunged wide into the dark.

It's only pressure that transmutes

A diamond from a piece of regular coal

And this regular feeling of being estranged

Will hone me for someone I can call home.

I think my goodness is in praying,

My soul is connected with the divine

And i don't want to sit and mope around

And i don't want you to hear me whine.

Even when i walk these streets

Where everybody knows my name

I feel solitary, by myself and i have nothing

But myself and the ideas in my head.

Have you also ever felt this way?

What do you reckon i must do?

If i could take a walk with every step

I'd find we were two by two.

I wish to not feel such solitude, 

I wish to not be drowning in the blues

And i want my actions separated from this limbo

And i don't want to only sink into the rues.