I woke up from a Bibotsho dream. I saw that Ma, Pa and me are in Pakistan because we have been exiled from our country and have to settle in Pakistan.
It's an enemy country. I speak in Hindi with some people and they say i must speak in Urdu. They speak to me in Urdu and i understand a bit.
Then i do namaste. Then Ma and Pa are also spoken to and they namaskar some people. Someone takes my phone to show me something and my phone is broken in two but is still functional. I decide i have to purchase a new phone with the 15k i have.
Then we take a Metro and Arun who is there exhibits a video with his wife to attract some girl. And then i woke up. Somewhere in the middle of the dream i tell Pa we could go and settle in Hong Kong because that's far more friendly. Throughout the dream we get the cold vibes and feel scared of the Pakis.
Yesterday i had a gruelling day. I had a spat with N. I got her points but i thought she was rather unreasonable. So i left the meeting.
Then i slept all day till 4 i was feeling so low.
DuMa didn't come so Pa made dal rice and i puked the whole thing out at night.
I studied for Eaxs and attended the meeting.
Then Omee called me up and told me about some acting project where the pay is really low. I don't think i'll do it. It would mean befriending SuMai.
It was a depressing day. I think that's what my dream showed, unfavourable circumstances.
I am feeling:
Gloomy but happy
Heart hurt
I am grateful for God's infinite love, grace and blessings on my life.
Love,
Me.
7.58 am
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