Saturday, 17 January 2026

Journal 18.1.2026 10.07 am low

Dear Journal,
I woke up from a dream where i was on camera all the time just like the Kardashians.
I deleted the messages i sent to Arun yesterday. Is it alright that i still love him? I do, i really really do.
Just talking to him makes me feel good and happy.
I went to the garden and i meditated, chanted and did some light yoga after a long time. I just didn't feel like leaving from there.
I feel that i am at my lowest of lows. I am feeling so low. It's not just me career. It's everything.
Also the cigarette guy was rude to me first thing in the morning. 
I think i'll bathe and go to the kaikan for a bit. Then i'll come back and work. I'm supposed to meet Gau today.
It should be a good good day.
Each moment counts.
Love,
Me.
10.14 am
I am grateful for God's infinite love, grace and blessings on my life.

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