I woke up in the morning to many messages. Gau wanted alliance daimoku. DeJh said the markets are volatile and he is anxious but nary a message from Arun.
Since updating my journal last evening I am again feeling a surge of love for him. Why is that? I think this will happen for the rest of my life-- this immense love for him.
Today i went to meet SeeDhi. She said that those around us mirror our inner life and i should not focus on the perception of others. Instead i should hone my own perception of me. Yes, i should.
She spoke about how her husband criticises her. And again i was bemoaning Ma. I shouldn't do that. I really really shouldn't. Abe Lincoln showed me the way.
Now im going to chant for an hour and i think i should seriously start job hunting. I'll get a job.
I love my parents. I love my brother the most. I love Arun. I love all my friends.
I am feeling:
Good after the activity with SeeDhi.
Happy
Full of immense love and gratitude.
Pretty. I'm wearing my puffed sleeves FabI dress after a long time.
I am grateful for friends and family.
I am grateful for life's immense potential.
I am grateful for all of life's beautiful experiences where we share, laugh, cry, support each other.
I am grateful for money. I truly truly am.
I am grateful for my beautiful home.
I am grateful for all the gadgets and amenities i use.
I am grateful for word and writing and speech.
I am grateful for Ma, Pa, Buo and Arun.
I am grateful for this blessed day when i woke up with so much life force and energy.
I am grateful for the food that is available for me.
I am grateful for abundance of all the things that make life pleasurable.
I am grateful for my heart.
I am grateful for God's infinite love, grace and blessings on my life.
Love,
Me.
1.30 pm
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