Dear Friend/ my pal/ my dost,
Firstly, where do I start?
I've never really had a man be loyal to me for starters. Or even friends for that matter. I'm a really simple girl, who takes loyalty, fidelity, love very seriously.
I just got off the phone with a friend. I think his wife is cheating on him. He told me honestly that he thinks i've dated third-class guys because not one of them was good looking.
Arun for example, definitely cheated on me. And I feel like blocking him you know but not without a conversation. He has just been avoiding me, not replying to my messages.
Forget marriage. The sanctity of relationships is not intact. It's the whole porn culture. Men and women get married, have children and then cheat.
I feel so alone and so stuck. I want to find a nice guy who will be loyal to me and who I love and yes, someone who is rich.
Expect the expected is what I've learnt. Firstly, it's not rocket science. Arun is with someone new. That I'm sure of. And even though I know he secretly wishes I'd remain stuck on him I want to get over him.
And for that I need closure. I miss my Dimma. I really do. I'm stuck in my career, I'm stuck in life.
If my adherence to loyalty and love means I have to be alone I might as well make my peace with it.
I have been sleeping all day. SeeDhi wants to meet me. But I don't want to meet her.
Also, I've seen in life that it is the cruel people who get ahead. People who don't think twice before being cruel. People who hurt other people have visible low self esteem. How could they not? But the world is filled with such people.
I think I'll just get a job and get on with my life. I really need to live my life.
And I hope to find you somewhere in life's way. Please appear in my life soon! Please do. I need you.
Love,
Doel.
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